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       I have found out that lots of people know who I am writing this blog. More family than friends but it still makes me sad. I now see the importance of keeping your identity a secret in these blogs, your writing is affected when people know that your the author of the material. You worry what those people will think of your writing. You start to second guess your ideas. I hope that I can continue to write what I want even though those people know that it's all connected to me.